Lunem

I abandoned my current Series mid semester. My heart isn't in it anymore and It wasn't going where I wanted it to. So, no point in beating a dead horse. Wish there was a way not to feel lost when doing work. Grad school is ridiculous compared to Undergrad. and lastly, I'm seeing a doctor and a therapist next week. Hopefully they can do something to help me.

Rawr. I think that I may do an homage to some hitchcock films.

all right, a little update: Been drinking too much lately so I'm getting a tad too emotional about the state of everything. So I am going to not drink so much. lol, that sounds easy but this is a country where whenever you stepout the door for dinner someone offers you a drink. Anywho, I am done being upset about being here and not in the U.S. and quite frankly I can't change the fact that coming here was a bad Idea and ruined a few things for me and Put a kink in my relationship (hopefully everything is still salvageble(sp?)) Anyway, a few friendly facts: My health check went swimingly, no HIV or any seeable medical issues. I will be in t